f a k e
hi.
hi.
how are you.
fine.
punch in the stomach
hide
eating anxiety
hanging out with selfdestructive
fall through the floor
leave everything
disappear.
facade
facade over facade
nov 28
bought expensive boots
ate 650 grams gingerbread
watched harry potter
fresh_baked_donuts
Today I got to see how donuts were made!!
you don't see
lazycheesetoastday
snowqueen
I'm Snowed In
not destroyed, just broken
its a winterland outside
im sitting in fetal position on the kitchen floor among bread crumbs
I ate seven micro hot cheese sandwiches with butter so therefore its bread crumbs on the floor
right now I feel like a puffed mini version of Santa Claus
I want to be a santa claus
then I would run away to a small red brick house with a bonfire in the woods
deep in the woods
where all you hear is nothing
I would live on saffron buns and gingerbread cookies with colorful frosting
and drink hot chocolate with vanilla-sugar and cinnamon
after a few years, my stomach will be used as a kitchen table
Ok. now. back to reality. I feel bloated. sick n tired. And I skipped school today. yey for me.....
vanilla
bury you
off I go
ate a huge breakfast
written in the book
so
now im
heading to my little paradise for a couple of hours
have a nice Sunday everyone
blowy and snowy
comme des garcons 1985
off you go
"The best way to make your dreams come true is to wake up"
das
everything is backwards..
reven gnidne yteixna
i hate myself and i want to die
mental strain
constant anxiety
non = zero = 0 Serenity
dream_house
in the middle of nowhere
off to nothing
away from everything
ballerina
my mom secretly photographed me when I stood in the kitchen doing weird ballerina/flamingo poses
my soygurt
it was friday
one picture later.........the camera died
smile
Sassy magazine cover, April 1992 Kurt Cobain and Courtney Love
dropped my banana
stairs
best unplugged
in the night
butter bread me
failure
I gave you a personality for free
unique copy
I-M-B-L-O-A-T-E-D
just filled my stomach with my homemade sunflower bread that I baked today with raspberry n pomegranate marmalade
foolishly, I had already managed to eat three bowls eggplant casserole before I attacked the freshly baked bread
gah
so
with no possibility of movement atm
wide awake
will I be awake the whole night.....
lying on the kitchen floor with raspberry seeds between my teeth
exhale
inhale
dead.
new tote bag
life of its own
constant waiting
constant anxiety
tired of this
want
to
disappear
now
away from this
Tuesday
snowstorm in Stockholm! I love it.
I wore my new shoes today
now im reting zucchini and chickpea stew with whole grain rice and watching that 70s show in the dark living room wihuu
darth vader
new shoes!!
åh tack så mycket för era kommentarer! massa kärlek till er, fina läsare!
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"one"
gone 4ever
been inside all day, doing nothing
frozen morning
November 2. Time goes by so fast
