ballerina
my mom secretly photographed me when I stood in the kitchen doing weird ballerina/flamingo poses
my soygurt
it was friday
one picture later.........the camera died
smile
Sassy magazine cover, April 1992 Kurt Cobain and Courtney Love
dropped my banana
stairs
best unplugged
in the night
butter bread me
failure
I gave you a personality for free
unique copy
I-M-B-L-O-A-T-E-D
Im fermenting on the kitchen floor right now
just filled my stomach with my homemade sunflower bread that I baked today with raspberry n pomegranate marmalade
foolishly, I had already managed to eat three bowls eggplant casserole before I attacked the freshly baked bread
gah
so
with no possibility of movement atm
wide awake
will I be awake the whole night.....
lying on the kitchen floor with raspberry seeds between my teeth
exhale
inhale
dead.
just filled my stomach with my homemade sunflower bread that I baked today with raspberry n pomegranate marmalade
foolishly, I had already managed to eat three bowls eggplant casserole before I attacked the freshly baked bread
gah
so
with no possibility of movement atm
wide awake
will I be awake the whole night.....
lying on the kitchen floor with raspberry seeds between my teeth
exhale
inhale
dead.
new tote bag
life of its own
constant longing
constant waiting
constant anxiety
tired of this
want
to
disappear
now
away from this
constant waiting
constant anxiety
tired of this
want
to
disappear
now
away from this
Tuesday
snowstorm in Stockholm! I love it.
I wore my new shoes today
now im reting zucchini and chickpea stew with whole grain rice and watching that 70s show in the dark living room wihuu
darth vader
new shoes!!
åh tack så mycket för era kommentarer! massa kärlek till er, fina läsare!
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även om detta känns fel att göra så gör jag det iallafall. allting är bara påtvingat. allting är bara en sak av någonting annat. jag är så jävla trött. det ska vara det ena eller det andra. denna blogg har blivit en sur äcklig gammal mjölk som jag vill göra färsk igen. säg vad ni vill nu, jag behöver er respons! tack